just came back from the 5 days of wake. I miss my bed.

today's the last day of my leave & also grandma's funeral.

tears are contagious.

I thought I was strong. don't wanna cry infront of people... but yeah i still teared abit in the end during the prayers when the brass band started to play those songka music.

cremation was even more upsetting to everyone i guess..

it feels kinda weird when suddenly someone leave your life.

Some believe that the death of some person can be predicted through symbols seen in dreams. Such symbols are falling teeth, falling hair, falling hat, dream of floods etc....

The arrival of black butterfly or a moth into the house is believed as an especially bad sign.

I saw this Gigantic Beautiful Moth outside the cooridoor since the day grandma pass away and also for the past few days, only till this morning funeral day, it's gone.

I dont know why it reminds me of grandma suddenly when i saw it. She seems near me.

beloved grandma, I wonder where are you now .....

bless you & may you rest in peace ♥

gotta wake up early tmr to mandai and collect grandma's ash & then prepare off for work haven't really get to sleep much these few days. tired, gonna sleep now !

ciao