22 Jan 2018

Lovin' Coldplay's every song. They are beautiful, gives inspiration and motivation in life.

Been looping Everglow recently. This song will rip you naked of all the masks behind which you hide your emotions, it will force you to think of the people you love, the people you loved, the people who love you, the people who loved you, the people who came into your life for a reason, people who didn't last longer than a breath and yet were the ones who saved you while you were drowning.

The modern world teaches us to be independent, to live alone, to handle everything alone and it teaches you that you are always alone. But no, that's not it. The truth is you are never alone. Just like you breath different air wherever you go, you bring forth and push out different people wherever you go. You weren't meant to be alone, no and until and unless you let people see your demons, fondle your scars and touch your wounds, how can you experience their healing power? How can you expect sunlight to be flooding into an air tight room if you aren't even ready to unlatch the window? How can you know how strong you can be unless you go weak? How can you know how much you can be loved unless you let people love you?

The truth is that no matter how successful and rich and beautiful you are, you can't repair your own Mercedes without mechanic, you cannot fix the wires so that the beautiful chandelier lights up, you cannot treat yourself when you are sick, you cannot clean up the entire mansion all day every day. Independence doesn't mean you don't let people help you. It means to be capable enough to help yourself when people don't. And if you won't love someone, how can you ever see the everglow?